20090107
today is a very bad day i don't know what to do now i'm very very very very very sad but i can't talk to anyone and i can't explain why.
how could this happen why why why why why
omg i really don't know what to do. i'm not even supposed to talk about it. i don't know what to do what can i do AHHHHHHHHHH ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm extremely sad but i'm not supposed to show it............................okay i should stop. bye.

but at least i should post a nice picture. it's my fav<3